goes in circles

an unequal marriage is like a wagon with one wheel too small–never gets anywhere new, but deeper into ruts

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like all artists

“Like all artists, she is selfish. You just hope that she’s a good enough artist to make the selfishness worthwhile. There’s nothing worse than a mediocre artist who claims the prerogative of selfishness. Twice damned and no fun to be around.”

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music’s mimicry

Music is the only satisfying–therefore only fitting–response to this existence we find ourselves in. It reminds of the wonder of it by matching it for ineffability. Filmmaking, as it springs from the genius of music, is a kindred response. But only real filmmaking. A film as a response to this all. If I’m lucky and…

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bath vs. stew

the warm bath of self-regard vs. the stew of resentment. Inclusion in either group lends insight on the other, though not on itself.

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Both Sides Now

The Judy Collins cover is touching, but shrinks in comparison to Joni Mitchell’s own version. It’s a useful comparison for revealing something commercial and calculated for mass appeal (and now dated and tacky sounding) in the former, and the totally original and spellbinding utterance of the latter (by the composer herself), which really is timeless….

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paranoia x 2

A couple whose spasms of paranoia were cyclical, and woe betides he who crosses their path when both husband and wife’s cycles coincided in a wall of paranoia and vituperation unbreachable by mere mortals.

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